感情我输不起

June 10th, 2008 by m00dywhocare

也许我错了……““““` ︵..oo.也许.ヘ→我不该.愛上你...o ┊感情其實我是真的輸不起┊ ┈–→.o.但是我是o.[眞的]...喜歡伱_ oo.︵我以为可以放棄伱, 可我明白︵oo ┊┈.oo流下的眼泪却欺骗不了自己oヽ _我琓不起o..更輸不qi.☆°/ 爱伱,一切都为伱着想,为伱快乐而欣喜,为伱的忧虑而悲伤 .为什么要那么痛苦地去忘记一个人呢?如果时间不能够忘记不应该记住的人,那么失去的岁月还有什么意义呢?爱一个人真的很难,放弃自己心爱的人更难。爱上一个人总会有点害怕,害怕失去后的日子,如果不曾经被爱怎么会珍惜将来爱你的那个人,但是如果不曾被伤害过又怎会懂得爱人呢?也许上帝让我在错误的时间里遇到你,我哭了,怕,我有时真的好怕,怕你过得幸福,所以我选择笑,但是笑过了之后我会静静的把自己关在房里想你,虽然你是离开了我,但是你没有带走我想你的权利。也许无言是最好的安慰,回忆是最美的伤痕,我相信幸福是属于自己的,不会因为谁而改变。当你真正爱过之后你就会知道

 

when ur gone really come true

December 28th, 2007 by m00dywhocare

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I’d need you there when I cried

And the days feel like years when I’m alone

And the bed where you lie Is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you’re gone The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you’re gone The face I came to know is missing too

When you’re gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it okay I miss you

I’ve never felt this way before

Everything that I do Reminds me of you

And the clothes you left They lie on the floor

And they smell just like you I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you’re gone The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you’re gone The face I came to know is missing too

When you’re gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it ok

I miss you We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were

Yeah, yeah And all I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I do I give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

Yeah When you’re gone The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you’re gone The face I came to know is missing too

When you’re gone The words I need to hear will always get me through the day

And make it ok

I MISS U !!!

numb!!!sad!!!numb!!!numb!!!

December 12th, 2007 by m00dywhocare

few day again ..hope u will  had a very very hapiness `s day

tat day i will b very numb ..i noe i will!!

coz i wan to…..but nobodyknow !!!

i wan to learn wat i was teaching u ~~!!!it jz can i do

if u can happy everytime  ,i will b lost in ur life~~

hour by hour

second by second

countdown in my heart..nobodyknow

i will spy u forever!!!

dead or survivor

November 25th, 2007 by m00dywhocare

last few month..

i still contact wit her

i bought two kura kura~~

the kurax2 like us ~~

i very very care about dis kurax2~~

but today either one die another become alone jz like me

haiz..haiz

i very very ……

stupid~~lonely

November 13th, 2007 by m00dywhocare

today i 偷偷~想你~exam i donnoe how to do

never think about exam..don care so much

u disappeared in my mind…

i has a very hard `s feeling

i had to refresh myself…had to wish u happy

we still frend

but…

when thinking about u ,i gonna b crazy !!!

i hate dis result..i jz can sad like stupid

without u ,other day how i pass it !!!!!

think too much ><

November 12th, 2007 by m00dywhocare

thx..i wont angry..

i hate u is jz a excuse

"he" rob the place on u from me ><

i always think too much …u always think me as frend

but i onli can do dis ..dis is for to coax myself

i din blame on u or anyone

although u never say i noe is fault on me..coz i too late noe i m` loving u too much

who call u to send me msg..xxxxxxx

November 6th, 2007 by m00dywhocare

i admit..is about u

but den..y u wan msg me… not frendship nomore rite

like dis !!i will more HATE!!!..kek sim ><

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

if can ..i everday oredi happy…dis thing no nid say ordi !!

when i crying i oso wont find anyone..

as u say ..no one can b truth

and care for u…i not jz wan  u to thx me onli…tat all..

i jz done wat i suport to b do !!!

u say u forgot ..but  u still love…wat is dis ?sux ??

god noe so ..?/god can help me wat ??god jz a illusion onli..doesnt means anyhting..

i can think positively…but if anyone one oso think like dis ..dis world never has a sad ppl..

i cant control…not i wan ..><

u noe dis feeling ..!!!!

i don believe dis FAITH…word is human write…oso is human say ..anything is done by human ..don get someone we love..but don forgot?(remenber for wat)//////

frend??for me frend = (big)FAKE

u don hav chance?or me don hav chance?

never giv up but can how?

even a few word out from u oredi make me numb,moody,sad><…coz i like u very deep

for me no more real frendship..

we r not longer frend coz of u ..u noe?.anything make u hurt??

all the thing oso is i talk to u …

say easy ..do is hard….do u noe?

sad is a weakness…can make  u cant do anything…who say sad doesnt mean everything..

last time thing cannot return..but now `s thing never has a good..y i wan to appreciate?

call me don giv up means wat..still continue..?don forgot?wat is tat><

hope i wont regret..

November 4th, 2007 by m00dywhocare

today,a "force" make me write dis blog ..(full of xxxx)

is a big force…never got dis energy can make me do dis …(coz i lazy)

today making a decided(hope wont regret)

when u gone(i will miss u ornot)

hoping can b happy(hope doesnt means i was done)

i hope

i will..

i think i can

but …(i cant)

i crying…(nobodycareme)

u crying..i will care about u ..(caring from my heart)

i nid u happy(if u can forgot him)

i very sad(nobodyknow)

i like u like u like him so deepy do u noe(u noe but…)

i m late..i had to face it (ihatemyself )

never hav a chance..i sad(disapointed)

everything i done was a "useless"i lose ur heart (many time of trying )

i wan b a winner( u understand my meaning)

if can .. i wan……………………………………you!

4:14 am monday/05/nov/07